10min3

getting ready for turkey day and i am full of snot, it's that awful disease where you can't taste anything and it's thanksgiving!!! why oh god why!!! been looking forward to these few days off, where hubby and baby and i can just hang out and not do diddly squat. eat to my hearts content, spend time with my family, sing karaoke, if i weren't prego ill join my sis and hubby in the balcony and watch the moon rise over the water. starting to get cold now. the little beast is sleeping with us, there goes the discipline of getting her used to sleeping in her own bed. she's good about it though. we put her there and she stays there watching and listening to music and then she falls asleep, waking up and running into the room and into my arms the next morning. i would be awake and i would listen to her wake up and then hear her tiny footfalls on the carpet as she finds her way to me. i open up the warm blanket for her and make a little comfortable nook for her to wiggle into and there she is right next to me, her face nuzzled against my chest, her small arms extending itself to wrap around my neck, she looks up at me with this solemn expression and says "mommy". i smile down at her, kiss her forehead, "yes baby?" then she smiles and laugh covering her mouth and i laugh squeezing her tighter into me. we are stay wrapped together just simply enjoying each other's company. nothing outside of this cirlce matters, not the cold, not the morning's errands and duties, a sweet nothingness that fills up the soul. it absorbs us completely.